Thanks Anna!!

Here is Web's definition of irrational: ...not endowed with coherence, not governed by or according to reason (~fears)

Here is Web's definition of spontaneous: ...proceeding from natural feeling or native tendency without external constraint, arising from a momentary impulse

Take these two definitions in contrast with the word I took H to mean, i.e. crazy: unsound, mad or insane, impractical, erratic

Now that I see the definitions, perhaps I shouldn't be so offended? I mean, is there anyone out there who has followed my situation that can tell me I haven't acted primarily out of emotion this past year and that those emotions have taken dramatic changes at times? Probably not. Yikes. The words have such negative connotations, but the definitions really are not so bad and are probably rather indicative of what most of us have been through on the roller coaster. Comments?


"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."

- Nathaniel Hawthorne