I'm a mess and not much fun to be around b/c I can't think of things to say anymore that don't somehow relate to my creepy M.
I don't believe that. You definitely need to get back to karate.
I'm going to be ok, this is going to be fine because I will make it fine if it starts to not be fine.
Damn right. But make sure you give yourself permission to not be perfect all the time...just working at it.
I don't wanna say anything negative about H on the eve of his return, but if he doesn't notice and appreciate some changes in you I'm going to be surprised. Good luck!
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