Thank you Anna. I think I'm just having a bad day. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Forgiveness comes and goes. I don't know if that's normal or not, but that's how it is for me. I remember you saying at one point you found yourself looking at single women....I study married women and wonder if they have ever done something like I did. I wonder often if it must be a true reflection of one's character and tell things about a person that they never knew were true. And then I look at how their H reacts to them, if he puts his hand in the small of her back or holds her hand or kisses her or how he looks at her....and I wonder if I'll ever have that back, really have that back.
See ya tomorrow. BTW, I'm borrowing your word, chiquita
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
