My life's been in disarray for some time, but I'm feeling guilty about that and I've been wanting to get a lot of the side things back on track...clearing up some clutter at work and at home, and I'm really feeling motivated. Talk about a good vibe...I can't describe it but I'm through being ashamed of the stigma of separation and I don't care who knows. I'm talking to friends and acquaintances about it very matter-of-factly and saying that I'm cool with it because I can only fix me and that's what I'm hell bent on doing. Funny thing just happened, while typing this post, the W called to say good night to the S...it's well past his bed time and she knows that. She was all apologetic because she didn't have her cell on, but I explained not to worry, we didn't even try to call and we just got home ourselves after a fun evening...she registered some surprise over that. Touche'!
