You know what? I don't really worry about it right now. I just went to watch friends of mine from work at a softball game and went out and had a couple of post game beers. My S6 was with me and he was embraced by all of my coworkers. I confided to one of my good friends on the sitch and she was terribly sympathetic. Nobody else really knew, but I really bonded with these people like I hadn't before. They were glad I was there because I can be a fun person to be with. My W is at a meeting that the OM is also at and I could really give a damn. I had fun and now I have a whole circle of friends that are insisting I spend more time with them. Plus I spent the day doing volunteer work as part of a United Way Day of Caring and I met several people that convinced me that there was plenty of things I could fill my free time with. It's time to start being the new me. For the first time in a long time, I had a great day!!!
