Even if my suspicions are true, I guess I've already expended too much emotional energy being angry, I've actually considered how I'm going to overcome it. If I could figure out how to include a link to my sitch, you'd see that I've been through worse than this. By the way, I checked out your sitch (I didn't get through it all) but I feel for you, man. This sucks on so many levels, but I'm turning in now so I can spring out of bed at 5 am to start rebuilding me. Thanks for the support!