I DID tell H what I wanted...what I needed. I told him not long after he originally moved out...I told him the way back into my heart was to "date" me again...make me feel like his special "princess" again...that was 4 months ago. He had said to me, "...You want romance and stuff. What if I can't do that? I'm not saying I won't, but what if I can't?"
I don't need roses, gifts, luxurious trips, or whatever....I just want his attention, his affection, and his time again. I used to have it almost all the time, but then he took on that last job of his, and it took him away from me...from us...and now he's talking about going to work for a former co-worker doing the same thing again....which means he will be on the road all the time...AGAIN.
You're right -- I went along with the "talking", so I shouldn't expect him to not do it anymore, but what the he** is that??!! During our last moment, I asked him not to talk like that, and what did he do?! He kept on with it ! Did he not just hear me then??!! I KNOW HE DID.
Ok, I lost my train of thought once again ! I just got off the phone with H. He called to confirm tonight's plans. Anyway, thanks for listening.
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination."
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown
moment, I asked him not to talk like that, and what did he do?! He kept on with it 
! Did he not just hear me then??!! I KNOW HE DID.
! I just got off the phone with H. He called to confirm tonight's plans. Anyway, thanks for listening.
