You make perfect sense JV Counseling with H could answer those questions maybe? But, you'd have to answer the question "Do I want to try?" first. That's a hard step considering all you've been through. Hang in there.. I've read your thread for awhile and you've grown so much. You'll answer the doubts and questions over time, and you'll be OK. Keep taking care of YOU! Don't allow H to guilt you into anything, but be true to yourself. ((JV))!
Counseling with H could answer those questions maybe? But, you'd have to answer the question "Do I want to try?" first. That's a hard step considering all you've been through. Hang in there.. I've read your thread for awhile and you've grown so much. You'll answer the doubts and questions over time, and you'll be OK. Keep taking care of YOU! Don't allow H to guilt you into anything, but be true to yourself. ((JV))! 
