Quote: Today, nothing. Not even a little smile......and reading H's words would've had me in tears....but again, nothing.....(sigh)....Don't misunderstand me -- I really do appreciate them. That was very kind, thoughtful, and sweet of H to do.....but if there are certain feelings he's trying to recapture, they're just not there anymore. Not for me.
JV,
Welcome to DMF's world. Yeah, I remember when I could look at her and still get those thoughts of "someday-she'll-come-to-her-senses-and-we'll-be-back-together" roll through my dome. But as I have posted on my thread, when I see her, I don't have that stirring anymore. I see someone who I don't think may be happy in her situation. I don't think she may be happy with herself. I think she maybe doesn't know how to get out of it (she sure as hell knew how to get out of it last time )
It sounds like YOU ARE THERE. There's nothing wrong with that JV. It also doesn't mean that you are a cold hearted person. It means that you are showing signs of being a realist. I used to think to myself, "How many times is JV going to get hit on the forehead with a ball-peen hammer before she just says, 'Hey, no more of that!'". Well, I have my answer...
Good for you JV. Have fun in Tahoe. I guarantee it isn't 107 degrees there like it is down here in the I.E.
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