H called a while ago and sounded very down. He said he ultimately wants to be with me, but he wasn't saying that he was or wasn't coming back home just yet. He also told me that he's not trying to get my hopes up or anything like that. I told him he's not. H asked me what I thought (BTW, he apologized as usual for his tirade last night), and I just told him that whatever happens, happens.....but if he chose to come home and he was still miserable, then I would be, too.
I'm not sure of much right now. Maybe inside I'm still hot and bothered from yesterday....and every other time H goes off on me....I just don't feel like I want this as much as I did back in February.
JV
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination."
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown
