I woke up this morning "and got myself a beer" (not really ) feeling a little weird, obviously. Had a strange dream involving my SIL. After awakening I was overcome with the "assuptions". Over analyzing things W had said to me last weekend. Was feeling pretty down.
Once I got up and directed my goofy thinking toward silly and creative ways to get S6 and D9 out of bed and started on their day, my PMA started to come back. It also helps that I have an important project at work. It's a huge change to our product that all the customers will love and will be the centerpiece to our next release. So I feel like I have purpose at work these days.
Trying to not be too concerned that Larry the Cabel Guy is in town tonight. If you recall - I had purchased tix to this event for W and I. Later in a bit of a passive aggressive angry backslide I told W to take someone she'd have a good time with, and gave her the tix. That's the last I've heard about Larry the Cabel Guy.
The kids and I are going to the NU vs. Baylor soccer game tonight. D9 is thrilled. W was sick yesterday so she might be in town today to do some work she missed due to her illness. I am debating whether I should even offer to have W come to the game with us if she's in town. She'll either be going to see LTCG or will just excuse herself and drive back home b/c she still doesn't feel well.
Thank you bigAl for your post on BB's thread about dating. I have had thoughts similar to BB's bouncing around in my head for a few weeks. Al put it out there the way I needed to hear it and deep down I've known the right answer all along. I may post something more about this dating stuff later, or I may just drop it.
) feeling a little weird, obviously. Had a strange dream involving my SIL. 
After awakening I was overcome with the "assuptions". Over analyzing things W had said to me last weekend. Was feeling pretty down.
