Re Lil I'm comin' at you with this knife-- hold still while I cut that bag and let the rocks fall all the way down to the bottom of the cliff! Now stand up tall and let the circulation come back into your shoulders!
Lil, you are so thoughtful and so talented to write something like this (the whole post) to ZB. I hope he can see a way to take this powerful advice.
ZB. I just stopped by in the middle of a job and have to go to work. I did not read everything, but I hope this works out for you.
