Hi Sikan! I think you've made a good move here to a place where you'll get feedback more appropriate to your sitch. Things are moving forward...just really try to get a handle on the anxiety end of it. I think it is normal to have these neg. emotions and feel really scared when things start turning...because it is scarey to start letting your guard down. And like was pointed out, all the DBing work you've done is exhausting and your emotions shoved down, but still lurking. Do not let those emotions take charge of you. You and your H are doing fine. Take it slow. Sikan....you are going to be ok! I wish you lots and lots of luck and say kudos for all the hard work you've been doing!
