SP1- I appreciate your quick post! I do meditate and have been starting to do that every day plus once a week with a group when I can get there. This week was just rough with everything coming together or pulling apart at once.
Some things that have me freaked but that are actually what I have hoped and prayed for are becoming a reality and the pressure is overwhelming! Now, I know this pressure is self-created and that is what I am trying to examine.
My business is beginning to take off and that's scary because success means greater responsibility. My sitch with my H has had some very definite improvements but that's also scary! I don't know if you have an OW in your sitch but my H seems to have ended his "friendship". I feel like I am under a lot of pressure to perform well and to not mess things up so that he goes back to that option.
Again, I know this is all my creation. I'm trying to find ways of approaching my life where these challenges don't undermine me, my confidence, or my sanity.
