Hi sikan, glad to have you here. I am a successful DBer that just needs to work out some minor kinks in her M. My H just recently joined the BB with me...
I am so happy for you that you are recovering successfully. If you are anything like the alcoholics in my family, you desperately need some time to make yourself happy. Tell us what your goals are and also what you are doing to treat yourself like you deserve to be treated. How do you make yourself happy?