Lil... You know how GEL said that she rarely cries? Well, I am the opposite of that...my emotions are very apparent, and H is immune to a lot of it. But in this case, I was very anxious, very sad, really at a breaking point, and I think H sensed it.

The emotions and drama of it all stirred up the passion, but it really is draining, and I hope we can find passion from more of a place of " good feeling" between the two of us.