It's a strange feeling as a woman to close the door to your child bearing yrs...I feel I am never quite ready for all these life changes.
How true this words ring. I am 42 have my tubes tied. Need to have a hysterectomy for my endometiosis. But there is something so final about that. I can have my tubes untied (been thinking about it now that my kids are getting older I am not ready to not have children). But cannot seem to be willing to take the final step to not be able to ever have children again even though I may not choose to have anymore. Sounds so silly aye
