You guys see why I love this man so much? I just can't believe he ever did those things to me, lied, snuck around behind my back, allowed himself to have feelings for another woman.
I got in to work today to find beautiful flowers on my desk with a note "I just wanted to say I love you."
I was so adamant that I was going to leave because Zuki lied to me a SECOND time. I just don't know now... he is a sincere man, I know that. I just don't know what to do. It's so hard not to fall back in and totally forgive...
Anyway, this thread was not started so I could journal. Instead, why don't we get back to working on what is not working for us and try to solve our issues.