Hi kml, Yes I was hurt because she didn't trust me. But why should she? I've been lying to her for so long! I also understand that any pain I feel is INSIGNIFICANT compaired to the pain my wife felt, endured, and is feeling now. It's good that I feel pain though, right? My hurt wasn't only about her not trusting me though. It was more about how I allowed myself to get in a situation where my honesty would be questioned. I let her down and robbed her and us of so much. I know, I know. And yes, I AM thankful for her giving me the opportunity to try to remove some of her fears. I will take my lumps and thank her for every little "gift" she gives me.
