Hey all. Well, Sunday, H and I were driving around and I "surprised" him by asking him to bring me to his work and let me look through his desk and personal effects. No sign of any mementos from OW, only old love notes from me. So, I put my rings back on. Nothing else much to say right now, I am kind of in a funky mood... but at least I am entertaining the possibility that we may have some sort of future together. Not sure, not even sure what it will be in the slightest. But just maybe... but for now, I am going to lie down with a good book and take care of me. I feel hurt and sad and alone and just wanted to do something I felt like doing for a change.
BTW - H was very hurt by my actions on Sunday - just in case anyone wondered his reaction. He was hurt, but at least paid lipservice to my hurt being much more severe than his and that he would suffer if it meant bringing me any peace.
