Well, all I could do was ask H what was wrong. He was unwilling or unable to tell me the truth. In the absence of all the facts, all I could do was go on living my life and waiting for the final outcome. Coming on this BB together was an attempt to make our M stronger and work through our problems with some of the wonderful insight we knew we would get here.
Not sure about the EA question, I will leave that for Zuki to answer. She did speak some English, enough to make herself known. The few times I spoke to her, I knew for sure what she was conveying... that she was going to take my H, marry him and move into my life and my home. Ha ha ha... anyway. In my estimation, she is not that educated. She was hospitalized for a gall bladder infection and told H it was her broken heart that made her sick, and she almost died because of him leaving her. So, you can tell she can get some things across. Although she sounds slightly crazy to me.
Things we do to keep going? Right now, not much, I guess. We are pretty much just wallowing in my pain, both of us. I have not gotten to the point yet where I am thinking clearly again. Mostly I am just tired and want to sleep and sleep and sleep. We are having friends over Saturday and right now, I just want to order some food for them and then make an excuse to leave for the rest of the party. I really don't feel like being out in public right now.
