Ok, here I am, Mr. Rottzilla aka Rottzuki. Talking in a forum like this is a little new to me so yeah, I'm a little nervous. I'll start with this because I think this is the most important. Like my W says, there is this hurdle I have to get over and I'm not even sure what's causing it. She needs her PT but I only give it to her when she's gone without it for so long that she gets incredibly hurt and upset and starts to leave. We keep cycling like this and every time it's worse and worse. I don't want to keep hurting her.