Anyway, it seems we are stuck. Maybe H is guilty. Maybe I am expecting too much too soon. We both agree we want things to go back to the way things were before the EA, before I began neglecting the R. But mostly, I want to truly know without a doubt that H loves me.
Going to the five love languages, I am physical touch, and he is acts of service. Lately, he doesn't feel like much PT, although our cuddle life is GREAT. I feel like I am ugly and he is not attracted to me. I also feel perhaps the guilt is getting the better of him, and that is making him hold back a little.
Well, I will let him speak his mind. And I hope you can all help us. Am I expecting too much too soon. Or am I expecting too much, period? UGH!
