hi guys-
well H has been away on his painting trip for nearly a week now!- Only a few days to go and Im flying over there to spend the last few days.

All has been going great still- Ive only had one crack up over the phone- this was on Saturday night- after i watched cheaters!
bad move ! dont watch cheaters when youre already feeling insecure!!
I went into a panic - worrying about the girl from work he had said he likes a bit--- so when he rang i was a mess! I bawled my eyes out- and asked him a squilion times 'did you kiss her, did you touch her etcetc etc' H reassured that nothing happened between them- but thats what the guys on cheaters said too! so it didnt comfort me a great deal!
Im ok now- I think being at work is a great distraction!
H calling me lots- saying ILY, misses me etc- which is nice.
trying to get some rest etc and prepare myself to be a bombshell when i arrive to visit!
xxxxxx