Im pretty sure he is out of the picture since his W would call me if anything was up. W and I have had MC but it didnt go very far. I doubt she would be dumb enough to do it again because she would lose our daughter and sons respect. Ive had he swear up and down on her Mother, our kids, etc ., that its over. SO I have to say I believe as much as I can. She says "shes in it for the long haul" and I need to believe her. But I just wonder how much she loves me or if she really is in love with me. I had gained weight over the past years due to the stress and have now lost 15lbs in the last 6 weeks doing aerobics. Another 10 or so and I will be ripped! Still shes not turned on by me so I guess its just me in general.
You know what I hate the most? Is all the doubt this leaves in my head. Ive lost so much confidence over all of this.