Hi Gabe I just want to echo what Kim has said. Ive been separated over a year and feel no need to glance back at those who glance at me. My time now is for me and I thought one day I will WANT to move on and WILL know when that time has come. I will probably always mourne the loss of my H and M, but one day I will know what I want.
For the past year me and a GF have HAD IT WITH R'S No more, no way, not doing it, why have a companion, why bother all, while a little voice was saying inside me, you are 42 years old, you know you want love and security.
Well, I made a discovery over buy one get one free peanut butter last night in the Florida grocery store at 10pm on a Saturday night..eek!. As I stared at the peanut butter and tried to figure out what now am I going to put all this peanut butter on! Big decisions!! I ran the aisles I stopped and said GIRL! You are in denial...you really want someone to be with, live with, have and to hold and not struggle the rest of your life trying to buy up all the peanut butter because its a great deal! YOU ARE READY!
So I called up my GF and said its time we go out. Its been a year, H is living with someone and could care less, Im still clinging to hope and making peanut butter my life.
Made plans for my first "lets go out and meet someone" outing.
Not to hijack your thread, but I hope one day your peanut butter moment comes along!
