Yet to be truthful (and no I'm not being delusional) this break from the unhealthy love-life X and I had, readings that helped me to reshift my view of my masculinity - especially Deida's work, has me so much more confident as a man today then when I was in my M.
I feel great interacting with other women, and I know that I'll be a great lover to some lucky woman out there some day. Its just that I'm not in the mood for rebound R. I see X and many other WASs and some LBS jumping into such Rs only to have that much more baggage to sift thru when they're finally ready to face their issues.
