I know what you're saying. And I'm glad you said it. As long as you know where you're at in all this, then it's okay. I kind of see it as you moving on, not holding on to any particular type of hope that she's coming back, but if she were, it wouldn't be an automatic "no" (as of right now). I don't see anything wrong with that. Most importantly because you said your happy. That's what matters most.
