Hi guys, I have been away for the last couple of days. I have an update for you. Saturday night H organised babysitting and took me out to a nice restaurant. We had a good time and the subject of ML never came up. The next morning H went fishing early and came home and organised the kids for breakfast while I stayed in bed. While he was gone I decided that our sex life was based on his past behaviours and he had done more than enough to prove that he was a changed man. I decided then and there to stop holding this against him and 'start fresh'. I asked him to come into the room and told him that he should put a video on for the kids and come back to bed. We ML and it was great! After we had a talk and I told him pretty much what I have told all of you. I'm not saying that things are totally fine, but we've made a good start.

I found myself today getting p***ed at him for something he organised without telling me but I realised and told myself not to get so mad at him (yet!), I will tell him how I feel about it and see what happens. Everything worked out well and I'm glad I didn't work myself up over nothing! Anyway, I guess we just have to wait and see what the next few days bring.

Hope you all are doing ok.