Once again, we are seeing an MC who seems to know what he is doing. I don't specifically remember if I told my WS that if I find out that she has cheated again, then we are over, but I am sure she knows that that would at least cause us a great deal of trouble. I could, in the most non-confrontational way I can find (you all know here how diplomatic my manner is) repeat what I said above to her. That is about it. Worrying about what might have been or what might be, or what she was thinking or might have been thinking is a waste of time, as far as I'm concerned. All I can do is move forward and hope that my WS is as committed to the marriage as I am. If I find out different, then I am f*cked. But, again, that's a what if? As far as being saintly, we have sex just about every Sunday. We are looking for ways to make it closer or more exciting (fantasies, Tantric, etc.). I have several martinis every Friday and Saturday night. I am mean to our cats sometimes (well, she says I am; I think I am just teasing them). When we are in the Chancel Choir loft on Sunday, sometimes I find myself looking at the young women in a, I guess you could call it, with lust in my heart. What's saintly about that?
By the way, does anyone know what Eeyore type comments means?
"The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong in the broken places." - Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms, 1929.
