I have never had a harsh word for anyone on these boards before, and I don't know you or your sitch. but I do wish you well. I think though that you are so focused on YOUR interpretation of things that you REFUSE to be open-minded and consider that you may be wrong. Challenging someone's thoughts is perfectly wonderful here. It helps us grow. Perhaps it is that which you were trying to do? Attacking is different. I know I am not the only one who has seen these posts of yours as personal attacks. And now, I say I think you have some personal exploration to do and your reply is that *I* don't understand myself. Well, you know what, it is no secret to anyone who has bothered to read my threads that I am still learning and growing. I don't think it's a bad thing. But what you do when someone brings up something to you is turn it around in a very offensive/defensive type of communication. And if I am seeing that in just a couple of your posts, I think you ought to consider it. I wish you well, but please quit attacking people on this board. It is completely inappropriate and not something any of us here needs.
