I think she cares too but also believe most of it is motivated by guilt. She knows she quit on us. The problems we had are not anything I would not be willing to improve on. I can't say "fix" because we all backslide. She has some preconcieved notions about me too that did some damage in our marriage. She feels I did many things for self satisfaction rather than for us. I don't feel this was the case. I just made the best of the sitch to get...for us. I think I made some progress on at least two of these items in the past 5 weeks. I am claiming them as 180s. Another 40 years and she may think she was not completely right in her thinking (ha ha).
Ran into one of her closest friends and her husband this past weekend. I'm sure they could tell I was still really hurting but I told them I was doing OK. I have done my best not to talk to any of her friends about the sitch to this point but did ask one question of her friend. Do you think she is being nice out of guilt or pitty? She said no and said she would keep that between us (yea right). I also told them I have been dating which is not true but figure it can't hurt to plant a bug. I should be dating so why not imbelish a little?
Tessa, I see you are from MD. I have been to Emmitsberg. The National Fire Accademy. Very Cool
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State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
