Thanks for the words of hope in overcoming my lack of patience and anziety. I know it has to be her choice. Can't work any other way. Had some recent contact with XW. She is taking me in for surgery this thursday. I haven't seen her since I told her I knew she was dating someone. Little nervous about this. I think after the sugery, I will go as dark as possible. I feel I am just ripping the band-aid off the wound every time she sends me a scrap of hope. I will see if that has an impact.
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
