Great letter. Keep it stowed away on your computer though! As a reminder for you to stay strong. Sending it will at best lead to her completely ignoring it and at worst viewing it as "too little too late", pursuit, pressure, and she may even treat you with greater disdain. Think actions, not words. Think, months, not days.
I feel for you. This is extremely difficult. It has been over two years for me and I still cant see light at the end of the tunnel. It is a slow process with many fits, starts and backslides. Prepare yourself spiritually. Take care.
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The 3 laws of DBing:
1. PMA is critical to DBing.
2. Since drop in WAW's PMA leads to drop in LBS's PMA and vice-versa detachment is critical.
3. Validate to raise WAW's PMA and GAL to raise LBS's.