Sarsic - hang in there. I'm sorry if things are bad, but there is light at the end of this darkness - sometimes our candles just get blown out and we need help finding a match. Sometimes, we also just need a break. Being involved with DBing every single minute of every day can get exhausting. Heck- just living day to day can be exhausting, add to it bills, job, pets, kids and a significant other and there aren't enough hours in the day to keep things straight.
Things will work out. Trust, believe, breath.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
