Not sure where to begin

[NNP1965]

I felt the need to make a post today. This is exactly one year since H dropped the bomb. During what I thought was a routine phone call. He was 5000 miles from home and told me he did not want to be married any longer.

To my knowledge he does not even recall that today has any significance. He is here and we are doing fine. Having a good time as far as I know. But if you had asked me a year ago yesterday I would have said we were fine then also, as I did not know any different.

My Mother past away a month ago. I feel so strange about it. Sometimes I can not fathom that she will not be there the next time we go home to visit.

Sorry to be rambling... I should be in bed, but like a said just felt the need to make a post.