Not sure where to begin

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Not sure why, but I am very "blue" today. H went to a Buddies house for a bit and I am almost glad to have some time to myself (well with the boys).

H did a very irresponsible thing last night and I was angry at him. But I find myself not being able (afraid) to express anything negative to him. How long can that go on? It does not seem healthy.