I had a good nights sleep finally. (med induced but good)
I think I will let her make the next contact. I have been kinda doing "more of the same" things off and on for a little while now.
I use to email her alot when we were married with a good morning have a nice day. I think she still enjoys it.
I have done that lately too in the trying to be a fried thing. I think I will not do this for a while. I will let her make the next several contacts.
I am not going to answer either way about the use of the timeshare in Mazetlan. I really don't think I would enjoy myself there without her at this point.
I do hope she tries to contact me so I can ignore her. Help to build the "curiostity".
LR- I think I will try to get the last of my stuff this weekend from her.
I really think It is time I just move on. It hurts too much to be caught in this position I am in. If she is confused, maybe this will help her also one way or the other.
I have been fearing this time of letting go but I am starting to think it is the only way I am going to get better. I have been doing things to GAL but have not had my heart in it.
Dejavu- the Rose and angel I gave her were for taking me to the hospital. It was still probably wrong according to DB/DR but that is the type of person I am. I will do better next time I think if the sitch arrises.
Hope to here from you all
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
