Quote: I don't know in what context she is saying she is confused. Is it work? Is it me? is it something else?
DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT! It is her confusion, she has to work through it, and you need to let her. Wasting your time trying to figure out what's confusing her, is just that - a waste of time. You need to only concentrate on YOU.
Was the rose and angel mentioned gifts? Don't do this anymore! If you can't help it and have to buy s/t for her; put it away and don't give it to her. That's pursuing and she wants space.
It sounds like the anti depressants are not working. Have you checked w/your dr about getting on s/t else?
What can you do for today that will take your mind off of her and her sitch? Or can you do s/t that will get you away from thinking about her for just a few hours. Have you went and checked out bikes?
Sorry to be so blunt about things, but you need to get a better grasp on yourself; the emails sound depressing and desperate and I'm not her! T