Tessa, Your right. I do want more. I said before, it feels like it is out of guilt. I don't want that. I want more I want something I can believe in. I am so down that when I do get something I read into it and it gets me up for a short period only to crash harder. Its like quiting smoking. I am really thinking about telling her I can't do this. I care to much to just be an occaisional friend when she feels like it. But I am also afraid that she will say OK. Then I have nothing.
I hate this sh!t.
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
