You're still dealing w/tons of emotions, so it's ok to feel like crap. Just take good care of yourself.
I wanted to mention s/t to you here in regards of getting your stuff back from the ex. As I said it took me over 4 mos to get up the nerve and collect my things as it felt like shutting that door. Funny thing now is that I've had two boxes of 'things I may want' sent/brought to me since! All this stuff was actually trash that was 'going to be' thrown out the day after I moved out. Hmmm?
That's ok to not take her call. Let her wonder about you for a while and keep your focus on you. T
