Just got caught up on your thread. I know this is hard and I know it hurts, but honestly you have some of the most amazing people giving you advice right now. I know it's very easy to want to say "Screw it" and give up. We all have those days. That's when you come here and vent and get it all out. I'll add you to my prayer list. Just don't forget, no matter how bad it seems, you are not alone.
