I understand what you are saying, but she hasn't been singning off with anything. Just ending the emails. Youe right. I am sure our definitions are different.
tessa, read some of your sitch. I will be reading more. le_eperanza, good quote.
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
Thanks for the insight and welcome to my little slice of hell. You anywhere near the border to MN? You I and es_, should get together and go bowling.
No, If she doesn't drive me, I have to spend the night.
There are times I really want to hate her for this and let her know that too. I had to start a new med yesturday. I just can't get hold of the anziety. I am normally a very calm person. Well calm in all aspects except my Love Life.
I really hate this. I really want to sound off and let everything fly!
Jak466
P.S. Keep those words of encouragement comming, eventually they may sink in.
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
Hi, Jak! I'm a little ways from the border, in the wonderful dells area! Ever heard of it?
Maybe you feel like it's a 'slice of hell' right now; but you know what they always say - when you're at the bottom, the only way to go is up! ^^^^
So for tomorrow, don't have any expectations. Let her do all the talking. Small talk, weather, etc! Keep a low profile and concentrate on yourself. All the things that you want to say, can keep for another day.
take care of yourself, hope the surgery goes very well! T
ps. one day I do want to get over that way, but it's going to involve SHOPPING. I suppose I might be able to fit some bowling in, but I am terrible at it!
me too about bowling. It should be interesting anyway. Yes I know were the dells are. XW and I use to do a lukeimea walk in New Glarius in oct every year which is even more east of our border but you are only about 3 hrs away. LOL
NYsurvivor had a great, this, realy means this, in my posting. Nice one. Not far from true I am sure.
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
Surgery is done. More pain than the last two times and I seem to be running a fever.
I enjoyed my time with the XW. Made one mistake though. She asked me were I was going to live after selling my mothers house. (MOM moved to a seniors building and I have gotten it ready for the market and is now up for sale). Somehow, the brain disengaged and I said I wasn't sure. This is were it gets funny but not HA HA. The next thing I said is I thought maybe we could date. Were that came from I don't know. She said, I'm not sure we should count on that.
After that she was a little standoffish but came around a little after the surgery. She called last night and we talked a little while and I was able to make her laugh.
Want to write her a big letter but know I am not suppose to. Maybe just an email saying, Hey, good morning. Any suggestions?
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
XW is out of town. On vacation I guess with OM. This is killing me. I feel so empty inside. She returns the day after our anniversary. Turn the knife a little more to the left please.
I feel I am losing my will. I'm not sure how much more I can take. I keep praying for strength but only feel weaker. So tired of talking to my friends.
Please Help
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
Just got caught up on your thread. I know this is hard and I know it hurts, but honestly you have some of the most amazing people giving you advice right now. I know it's very easy to want to say "Screw it" and give up. We all have those days. That's when you come here and vent and get it all out. I'll add you to my prayer list. Just don't forget, no matter how bad it seems, you are not alone.
