Michelle, if your out there...a request for a book to help us after our spouses are ready to work on M would be wonderful!!

Journaling:

The other nite, H and I were watching a movie. I started to scratch his arm but he kept his hand on his own leg. I moved it to my leg and said to him, "Sorry, but I like it when you put your hand on my leg". Ever since that nite, he has put his arm on my leg and rubbed it. WOW!! I havent had to even say anything!! woohoo!! We are making some progress!!

This weekend I am going away for a "Girls Weekend". For some reason, I keep getting a little anxious. Not sure why....
This is first time in abour 2 years that I have went away and H has stayed home, alone. Every time I went somewhere last year, he was with OW!! YUCK! (So hard to say that!) He said he was going up to Blackhawk Casino on Sat with some buddies and was invited to go to Rockies game on Sun (with OW's sister and fiance), but says he doesnt think he will go. Monday is my birthday, so I will be home Sunday and wonder if he will have anything planned for Monday? I know..no expectations..and I really dont have any. Honestly, just having him back and seeing the things he is trying to do to make our M work is enough of a gift for me!

At least this year I know I will be able to enjoy myself much more!