Disney World Marriage Test

[nightrunner]

I have done these things. My wife seems to have a habit of ignoring what she does not like about herself. She has made the comment in the past that she thought 'things would just work out' (regarding our relationship). She tells me she wants me to help her at the gym and for her to lose weight, but then when I try to get her to go with me, she does not feel like it and gets pissed like I am bothering her. I am getting to the point that this is starting to not hurt me as much as really just becoming a drag to deal with. I mean, I could be in another relationship with someone who wants me, physically and emotionally. It just sucks that it would involve breaking up my family, hurting my kids, and in the end, being blamed for the whole thing. All I am looking for is a loving marriage with a real hug, a good kiss (not a peck, I am so tired of pecks or the cheek being turned towards me, I could spit!) I can't tell you the last time I got a little tongue. How sad is that. A good kiss to me is as good as sex sometimes. Getting really frustrated and tired.