Journalling...

H called again, and I missed it (on purpose)...then after three missed calls. I texted him "U called? Anything?" and then he immediately called me. He was upset that I missed those calls, and that our house phone was engaged. Told him that I was on the phone, and that was why I didn't hear my mobile. Then he said he will see the boys tmrw. I said "Okay, whatever. Bye". And then I ended the call. He called me again and asked "Why did you slam down the phone?
Me: No, I didn't. I said okay and bye.
H: Oh..okay. Do the boys want to speak to me?
I passed the phone to S5, and they spoke for a while, and then I ended the call.
Later, S8 was complaining of some pains in his tummy, and I took him to the doctors. So, at the clinic, turned my mobile to silent, and saw that there was a missed call from H. When I got home, H called our house phone.
H: How come you didn't pick up your phone.
Me: Was in the hospital, so turned the phone to silent mode.
H: Hospital? Why?
Me: S8 complained of some pains. Blah blah blah. Did some tests blah blah blah.
H: So, everything is okay?
Me: Yes
H: So, how about tomorrow?
Me: I will send the boys to you.
H: I can take a cab to come to YOUR place.
(Fancy him saying to YOUR place, and not OUR place)
Me: I rather not.
H: WHy?
Me: I don't want neighbours to talk. I will send boys to you. Where are you staying?
H: At Hotel H. I will call you tmrw...I have a late night.
Me: Okay whatever. You call me when you have sorted out all your important things, and you have time to see your boys.
H: What do you mean?
Me: Well, whatever that means. You obviously have alot of things to do. So, as soon as you have time for your boys, just let me know.
H: Okay, I will call you tmrw.
Me: Okay.

So.... I have to detach! Detach! And not let this affect me. But it is rather hard. When he said "I'll catch a cab to come to YOUR place". WTF! I too must get on with my life...and not let this @sshole affect me. I've already made arrangements to go out with my mom to the mall tmrw.

One day at a TIME!!!!