Hey BB!

And I was still spotting abit and he said that I should go check it out again.
Yes, I did go check it out today. The gynaecologist said that it's fine, and continue to have s@x . Nothing sinister, but on the safe side did another PAP smear. Need to call in a week's for the results.

The tampon stuff is weird...
Yes...Everyone finds it weird and bizarre except my H. I wonder, when his brain is UNMUSHED, and when he thinks back to this episode, whether he will feel silly and stupid.

I have to say "Mentioning OW" is my WORST unattainable DBING.
Actually, b@tching about OW to H and him not defending her gives me great PMA (especially the other time when he sort of acknowledge that she is a LOW LIFE). But I want to avoid it because, yes...it is a DBING NO NO, but also I think that it may not be good in my sitch in terms of H SEEING that I am not sooo sweet and understanding. So, I want to stop it. Okay, I won't beat myself but I must have stronger control in doing this. But the 2 days, I have been quite good, I think. I wanted to ask him some stuff but kept quiet instead.

Wow! She paid for your car. Does that mean that you are the mistress and not her?"
Sadly, I have to admit that I DO have a Poison Tongue. Tend to be very sarcastic. I have tried to do a 180 of not being sarcastic. Not very successful, but managed to do it in a more teasing/joking tone than one with spite.

Journalling...
Wasn't feeling good yesterday. Left work early and went home. H was already home! He said that he had some errands to run before his departure next week. We had a brief chit-chat (about car, his planned poker game blah blah). Well, we arranged for dinner with another couple for tonight. And a poker game with the boys at our home too. H left to go back for work about an our later. He didn't come back till about 10.30 pm. Actually, called me about 10.10 pm to talk to me about his car, and then said that he'll be back soon.

This morning, nothing much. Usual dash to work. IMed abit about my bank account so that he could wire money to it.

Will see how will tonight go.

One Day at a TIME!!