Kismet...yes, I think no point in spending any energy to wonder what H will or will not do. Regardless of what I think, he is going to do what he likes, anyway...

Journalling...
H came back about 10.30 pm. I was in bed reading. Then asked me for a few dollars and went out to get a burger. He came back about 15 minutes, then took my book away and said "Make sure you are nice and #@$ when I come out from the shower" and needless to say, we did have s@x and I have to say it was good ! We were washing-up after and he was still commenting about our session and then said "does that mean that we can still do it when we are separated?" I just kept quiet and didn't answer. Figured that silence is better than saying anything that agrees or disagrees with his statement. We said our goodnights and I went to bed. H asked why I was so tired. Told him that I had a hard day at work. THen he left the room. BUt within a few minutes, he returned and we had a very very short chat. He said that he needed to buy some home appliances this weekend to be shipped to Country X etc etc.

Next morning, H came down to send us (boys and I) off. He hasn't done this for awhile. IMed him a while back, and our date is still on.

One Day at a TIME!!!
Keeping my feet firmly on the Ground...
Patience! Patience! Patience!
No anger...No negativities...
Be Happy. Be Cheerful.
ACT As-if
ZIPPING UP my MOUTH!