Hey Yoyo sorry your feeling like you aren't doing that well at the moment but could it be that H is getting closer to going to Country X and you are getting anxious and nervous and therefore not coping as well. You really have had alot of positive signs for R over last 2 weeks but you are only seeing the down side of it all. ((((())))) to you YoYo and try to enjoy H before he goes away, give him something to miss....KDU