Sorry you are feeling down Yoyo...(((hugs))) I know DBing can get exhausting. Sometimes we just have to say what's on our mind to get our point across to WAS. I agree with Sophie, set mini goals for yourself and not worry so much about H (I know, easier said than done ).
M:43 H:37 D14 (ours) D18 (mine) S22 (mine) S18 (his) S: 10/2004 Bomb: 2/15/05 In/out of home Living with OW #4 Talks of D for 2-1/2 years